FOUR months old... your kidding...

He has such a WONDERFUL personality. always happy and always making the cutest noises and Faces
they sit like this a lot, carver wont do it will me anymore. but when daddy does it, he snuggles right in and is calm and mellow

I love his confused face, he is trying to figure out what the noise was in this pic ( it was roxy howling )

His first smile we caught on camera. yes it was just gas, but who cares it was adorable!

one of his first feedings home.

( I do not usually parade around in public with just a tank top on, I'm very conservative I hate even wearing shorts. but in my own home with just my husband and I, I let loose. who doesn't?? )

On the tenth of this month my BEAUTIFUL little son will be four months old. FOUR MONTHS. uhmm was I not just pregnant yesterday...?? I still cant believe the changes in him and our family. How he brought a new sense of love and happiness into our life, and how me and Danny just seem to work better as a couple and team since he has been here. A lot of people said I should have waited, should have been young and in love for awhile longer. But I never do things how people think I should (ask my mother) and I wasn't about to start. I LOVE my decision. I love that I have my son with me now. He truly in every aspect completes me.

Dad couldn't get enough of him. He melts my heart everyday when i see them together and see the love Danny has for our son.

after his first bath, so precious

the Family together for the first time

When they first gave Carver to me after he had been wrapped

(please excuse the acne, the bloating, the redness.. all you other women understand I'm sure)

he didn't cry until this moment, and i was lying over on the bed still. When i heard his little voice, i too started crying.

I love you me precious Carver Daniel Searle.